Why I am afraid of learning from 2001 to 2019?

January 3, 2019

Introduction

It is my personal finance research. I like to learn about investment risk, and how to correct my behavior. I am not sure if I can be better those year from 2001 to 2019, what makes me so afraid to make mistakes, and then let $20,000 US Dollar retirement fund not grow with US economy, since I chose to time the market, sell 15 years lowest time, and never considered to put back into the market, or spend one weekend to learn something from my own experience. How did I lose trust with USA economy, since my startup work experience with Siva inc?

Build a community

I worked on mock interview as an interviewer in 2019, and I like to learn from those interviewees. I also found out that my second elder sister went crazy on this. She is yelling at me, and how much I got paid. She likes to control me, and ask my time to focus on her. 

It is important for me to learn that I have to evaluate relationship I like to maintain. If I can learn from the relationship, and it is not normal to let a relative control my time and emotions. I have to learn to say no since I am no longer to be responsible for maintaining the relative relationship. I have to learn to say no. Do not waste time on chatting. 

First and most important 

It is the first and most important how to build wealth and grow rich. I have to learn to be frugal, and also identify where I waste time and money. 

I did not start to learn personal finance when I was 52 years old. I chose to be a Christian in 2001 when I was a home maker. I started to learn bible and learn about USA as a country. 

I chose to be a Christian in 2001, and I like to learn more about bible teaching. But I do not learn to catch up so many things I need to learn from 2001.